Today has been a struggle. I sleep most of every day after sleeping all night. I managed to bake banana bread for Danny early this morning. Then went back to bed. 💤Baked an apple cake later on. Then back to bed again. Ordered my favorite dinner and couldn't eat all of it. I'm back in bed.💤 The anxiety is unreal. I get really depressed. 💦I just want to breathe normally and have enough oxygen to do things again. I want to think clearly and be able to walk a straight line without holding onto things. I want to know what's causing this so maybe we can address it and let me feel better.
Will I ever feel normal again? Will I ever have energy again? I've given up hoping it will ever happen. If it happens, it will be wonderful. If not, well...I'll be a cranky old lady sitting in bed drinking iced tea and fiddling around on my laptop.
Saturday, October 24, 2020
Uphill all the way
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